There is no doubt that it has been a long time since I have posted about anything concerning running, let alone, anything! But this past week I was inspired by a challenging race to get back on the keyboard and type!
So I am typing like there is no tomorrow!
Last Sunday, October 2, I participated in my second half marathon. It was part of the "Rock 'n' Roll" series, which are half marathon races located all around the country sponsored by the same host. They start in January of the given year and run through December, changing to a seperate venue about each month. I just learned too that there are even international races in places such as Ontario and Madrid. The "Rock 'n' Roll" mantra is a great way to pump up everyone running and makes any runner feel like a rockstar.
It sure did make me feel like one.
There is definitely something I need to learn when it comes to running half marathons... and luckily it only took me the second time around to realize it. I know I have what it takes to finish the 13.1 miles, and yet, I seem to never train properly for the big day. I guess you could say it is one of my running flaws- not being completely prepared for what I will endure.
But despite that, I did finish this half and I did it a whole 12 minutes faster! I didn't go to set any olympic records, but I did hope to leave the Dodge "Rock 'n' Roll" half marathon San Jose with a bigger pride than when I came.
As I said above, this half marathon was in the lovely city of San Jose, CA, about 1 hour south of San Francisco. While San Jose sits in the Bay Area, the climate is quite a bit different from my breezy runs through the city by the bay. San Jose actually sees 300 days of sunshine and can get rather warm in the fall months. So you can see my wariness when it came time to finding the perfect outfit for this October 2nd morning run.
No need to worry, everything worked out great. I just went the most minimalist I was comfortable with. (believe me, there are some runners that feel a sports bra and panties are the ideal apparel for a Sunday 13.1 mile jog). Well, let's just say, my pride is not there yet. I decided on shorts and a tank and was very happy with my selection.
Waiting for the race to start- I looked around and knew I wouldn't be seeing any of these people for another couple of hours. And that is when the butterflies swarmed my stomach. Having completed one half marathon already is sometimes more intimadating. Don't they always say, "ignorance is bliss".
I may have to agree with this. Only because, I knew which miles were easy, which were painful and which ones were emotional. And that can be a lot more scary than the actual race itself. But I stood up straight, plugged in my iPod and took a deep breath. There was no turning back now!
My favorite thing about running is the thinking part. You may be asking, what does running have anything to do with thinking- you move your feet one in front of the other. And yes, you are right. but, that's not the thinking I am talking about. I sometimes get my best thoughts in the middle of a run. The fact that I am exuding energy and my endorphins are raging, must make everything just fall into place. And it's usually my support system that help me keep those happy, great thinking moments flowing. My friends and family are one of the best motivators when I hit mile 6 and my knees start to ache. I just imagine their kind words and inspiring chants and somehow it makes my pain subside.
There is no greater feeling than knowing at mile 12 you have someone waiting for you to cross the finish line and that you'll see them soon.
It's weird how emotional a race can actually make you. Despite being a sensitive woman already, this half took a slightly bigger toll on me than my last. There are definitely certain stages of emotion when running a race like this, at least for me personally.
Mile 1-3 : Excitement excitement excitement. This stage is all about the pumped up feeling that you are running a race of this magnitude and that you are rocking your pace this early into it.
Mile 3-6: Positive reinforcement and happiness. At this point, you are more settled into your pace and have come to realize how long the course really is. You stay positive and know that you are almost half way.
Mile 6-9: Doubt and negativity - These are definitely the challenging miles, but are not the hardest. This is when I begin to wonder if the miles will end and if I will ever make it across that final mile marker. This is also when body parts start to go numb and you begin to wonder if your legs could move on their own.
Mile 9-12: Silence and emotions... This is usually the time when I stop listening to music and zone out. The pain has gone and the GU is working well, but you are kinda in awe that you have ran that many miles early in the morning. This is usually the time I get a little more emotional too, where I wanna hug everyone around me and I get chills when I round a corner full of cheering supporters.
Mile 12: Anger - I think mile 12 and 13 may be the hardest miles to run out of all the miles. There is something about knowing you are so close but not being there that makes me mad. I actually even swear off races all together and wonder why I get enjoyment from them. The pain usually has come back now in the form of blisters and foot pain.
Finish Line - a huge mixture of relaxation and pride. And I am usually so busy getting my heart rate down slowly and taking pictures that the true excitement of finishing comes about 30 minutes later, when I am telling my family and friends all about it. Funny enough, this is when I wanna rush to a computer and sign up for my next race!
Must be those feel good drugs!
Overall, this race was a great experience. Every race I participate in, I learn something new about myself and my body. I am really glad I pushed myself and beat my record with a time of 02:03:40. San Jose "Rock 'n' Roll" is a must to add to any runners bucket list.
My goal for the next half marathon is to break 2 hours. It's definitely possible if I get my butt into proper shape way before hand and not make that same training mistake. Who knows.. third times the charm!
Run-Sarah-Run